30 Days of Truth, Day 26

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?



Honestly? 3/4 of my life thus far has been a daily choice *NOT* to give up, despite massive temptation and being pushed towards doing so. The closest I've come to it is succumbing to the temptation to SI (self-injure for those who don't know).. there's a small scar, and every time I see it, I am reminded of that moment.. it's not a "I'll never do that again!" or "oh gods, what have I done?" moment.. it's just "oh,  yeah.. that happened.."


Are things getting better? Sometimes it's really hard to tell, but I'm fighting to believe that they are.